很 stressed.

I will be having my first paper in 8 hours time.

I seriously hate the feeling of taking first paper. Or you can say that I have low stress tolerance.

I'm not sure if I will do well for my papers, because I'm kinda numb to study hard, yet doing badly in my exams.

I don't excel in academics, I don't excel in sports. Coming to university had greatly decreased my confidence level to the minimum.

But without coming to University, I wont be knowing bunch of good friends.

Thank you.